Arsip Bulanan: Mei 2010

Random words

to care about someone means you don’t even care if the whole world is against you..

i really have many random thoughts now haha but i guess it’s fine.. we’re living in the random too though.. the most random thing in my head is CIGARETTES.. i wanna try.. :’( but i know it’s not good..

Hiatus again HXH?

after the comeback in January, here we go again, another hiatus from Togashi.. Jezz, i guess i will never can see Hisoka again.. What a pity.. Well just make sure he don’t die before finishing HXH, ah but maybe it will end when i’m like 27 years old, when i’m 17 now.. sigh come on! i just wanna see Hisoka! he only drawn a little bout Hisoka and i know it suppose to be all secret and mysterious things about Hisoka but at least just finished it already.. and i’m kinda disgust to see Gon in that form.. he’s an innocent child why did he must transform into that Hulk thing? i hate Hulk! it’s a fortunate that he didn’t turn to green!

Cunning :D

Cunning forever! \(^_^)/

i think i really fallen with Tsundere..

there’s Hisoka, Arashi Tachibana ( Change 2!!), Kurosaki Tasuku :D

How much cost for those cigars, Kurosaki?

i think there’s one out of mind thing in Dengeki Daisy, where does the money from to buy cigars Kurosaki? you smoke like 30 cigars a day and it’s even Phillip Morris! wow! he must have been collecting lots of money when he still hacking, ah by the way does hacking gives you money? dunno, i don’t even know what hacker’s capable of.. the only thing is, I LOVE YOU KUROSAKI TASUKU! :D

and you give me lot of dream until i dreamt of smoking in school’s toilet so many times and i like it! argh it’s because of you if someday i interested to try the taste of cigar!

Kurosaki Tasuku! <3 i used all black color to suit his surname! love it! fits him.. just look how much he smoke..

when spacing out, when upset, when sad, when angry, on tely, texting, reading those MAHJONG magz, CIGAR IS YOUR BEST COMAPNION! (y) (y) (y)

Time after time – Cyndi Lauper

i thought the song mention by Kurosaki in Dengeki Daisy were kinda fake.. but.. after  search it and download it, wow! f*ckin great! you should hear it! and i can’t believe it’s old song from 1980′s.. it’s just great, anyone know another song of Cyndi Lauper that’s as great as Time after time? please let me know.. :)

Kuro listening to music box from Teru ".....time after time..."

Lyrics

Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick
And think of you
Caught up in circles
Confusion Is nothing new
Flashback warm nights
Almost left behind
Suitcase of memories
Time after

Sometimes you picture me
I’m walking too far ahead
You’re calling to me, I can’t hear
What you’ve said
Then you say go slow
I fall behind
The second hand unwinds

Chorus:
If you’re lost you can look and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you I’ll be waiting
Time after time
If you’re lost you can look and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you I’ll be waiting
Time after time

After my picture fades and darkness has
Turned to gray
Watching through windows
you’re wondering If I’m OK
Secrets stolen from deep inside
The drum beats out of time

Chorus

You said go slow
I fall behind
The second hand unwinds

Chorus

Time after time (x10)

Dengeki Daisy

it’s four thumbs up.. no yaoi no yuri.. what the f*ck with those genre.. i hate yaoi the most, why is it relationship between guys considered to be cute? and they f*cking assholes, what the heck? i can’t get the idea… the same also goes to yuri.. damn just get rid of it.. there’s still many straight readers in this whole universe..

by the way about this manga’s plot just read it.. the author is wonderful i love to see the main characters always have unmeaningless quarrel.. it hits my stomach because i laugh too much.. (y) (y) and the main story is uncommon and creative.. bring up a story about hacker thing.. it’s unusual but a lot of people like it (y)

and i should say i interested in Kurosaki Tasuku.. he looks like Hisoka with hair falling down to face..

i like his personality, i cant resist a guy like that.. but a guy like him doesn’t exist in this chaotic world i should say.. so i’ll just be daydreaming about finding a man like this..

and he’s changed my taste of guys.. i want a vicious boy so he can scolded me everytime, dunno this is awkward.. what the hell.. i think i become more sadomasochist or masochist (can’t differentiate those two.. but absolutely don’t take it to sexual ways)..

and about his appearence. nothing i can say.. he’s just perfect.. from wearing janitor’s uniform until black suits and tidy tie haha.. he’s also cute in a way.. agh! i’m always attracted to tsundere! guys who act  violent but the real thruth is he’s gentle (like Tachibana Arashi for example)..

by the way i just read-marathon Dengeki Daisy yesterday,even the first chappy got me into it so, so i abandoned my study for exam haha but luckily i think i did it well this morning, whatever i never love study..

What could kill me

is LONELINESS.. if people ask me what i fear the most..probably this lonely thing is the answer as i never felt so alive in my 17 years old life.. i am hopeless i know but i cant be only me who suffer from loneliness, hey peoples out there, anyone feeling the same as me? i am so desperately here.. tired of  living.. no one understands me.. now i know the reason why a dog can die just because being alone.. so humans are not that good than a dog huh? i guess we’re f*cking more lame..